How would you like to go back to the future

It's roughly 4am and I'm up doing uni work. Things have to be done unfortunately even when there is a holiday. Tears could just come out of tear ducts but i'm gonna hold back lol. So for my first blog I decided not to go down the theme of christmas, with the problem of getting presents and seeing family. I think everyone at the moment is having problem with presents, it just seems to be one of those things.


In actual fact I was gonna write about looking foward. I know that New Years is still around 2 weeks away but looking into the future has been on my mind for a while. 
I know in my head, in career terms, what I would like to happen. I will get into the career tree I want and start from the bottom and work up. It's the way it's going to be. I'll go back home, live there for a while and eventually move out. However what get's my noodle on the odd occasion is thinking how potentially different my life could be if I chose certain things at certain moments in my life. I don't regret now at how my life is now but there are certain things that I think that maybe I would have a better chance if I "did this" instead or "did that". 


In a way it's a thing that crosses everyone's mind but how much do you let it affect you. I have always and will try to continue to live my life without regrets. I'm not necessarily saying that I believe in fate (that topic will covered later) but you should live your life to the fullest and what ever comes in your way you should make the best out of it.


What I guess I'm trying to say and propose to you guys to comment about, is your future and how you see it and if you feel that the future you want could have had a greater chance in happening if you made certain decisions in the past. I do in a way but then i made some decisions recently to make my chances better.


I apologise for a slightly confusing first blog. They will get clearer as I grasp this "thing" better.


For now it's bed, the one thing i think most of us can rely on.


“ Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.” Mahatma Gandhi


Laters people


PB :D